
Its been a month since i update about my life.
Have been working endlessly through out the whole month.
Working as a contractor under Shipping and Receiving isn't a job that is as simple as ABC.
After 2 years serving the nation, and getting pampered with government's money,
I am now starting to adapt to the real world. There's pros and cons, but life has offered me with no choice, but to sacrifice my mind,body and soul to get what i wanted to achieve.
My goal, to get a diploma and get a stable job for my future.
But, that doesnt stop there, it fiddles with my private life, my time and my loved ones.
I need to have good time management as my work schedule was so tight and unpredictable.
Every single day, working for 15 hours, and you can only have your pillows and mattress to greet you at night. Isn't a funny issue.
So many things needed with so less savings. A total of $12k is what i need, to cover up,
Education Expenses, Electronic Gadgets such as Macbook Pro, and also a new set of Pro DSLR.
A total of 1 Year ++ for me to save and get everything on track.
Sometimes, with what you are targeting for, you get carried away with some major part of your life.
Your Loved Ones. Yes, indeed sometimes you are too busy, even though you think of them, but the time spent with them is limited. Sometimes, i am on the verge to give up on everything.
Give up on my career, my dreams, just to be with my loved one and make them happy.
But I guess, that is just plain stupid path to take upon.
So, sacrifice takes a major role in this life.
To give others happiness, one should sacrifice to make the living better and cherish-able.
For that, i would like to end this post with a note for her..
"Though we are a few months old, doesn't matter if most of it are fights and quarrels, but i assure you, if we kept on holding our hands tightly, believe in us, and put our heart and soul together, we can go as far as we can imagine."
"To have you, is something i will treasure for.
But to love you, is something i enjoyed doing most."
Loving You Always Lyn... <3
what we could have been, 9:05 PM.