these few days was a blast for me. Well, someone brightens my day up and i was refresh as ever. Hope this puny little heart of mine are not stabbed again, like someone did last mnth ago. ok, drop the topic about that person. *heart burning heart burning*
Ok, June Holidays are here! YAYNESS! on behalve of those kiddos not taking Major Examination. But for those young adults taking it, a big.."yar right..holiday huh?" Working days last weekend was orite. Screwed up while key-ing in the quantity of stuff toys given out to customers. I'll take on the blame for it. My bad. Despite those screw ups, the school days was rather a tiring day for me. But still, there's friends to cheer me up. Today's accounting test was smallepieces. Ok, stop being proud. well, did a few mistakes i guess. But im aiming for 80 this time. Hope i break my record of having 70s. Its time for 80s!
I wont let you down Ms Sharon!
currently, preety bored. Yah, the afternoon i experience now are pretty bored. Hmm. I think thats all i could blog about.
Couldnt think of any. Missing someone. Can i hug you?
Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 10:19 PM
Ok. Just went back from meeting up with james and vinc. What a long day today.
Early in the morning, woke up late and rushed to school. Well, actually, school starts at 9. But as for today, it starts at 8 because the april intakes have to go down to Dover campus for SMP talk.
After the talk, went back to clementi campus and had a break. Lessons was as ussual. Fun but abit lethargic.
I'm gonna bring my guitar tomorrow for jamming session. And i cant wait for this saturday's match. Hope we will win. All the best Raptors!
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 6:17 PM
its been soo long since i blog about what had happened in my life.
Well, im quite busy all these while. But, my schedule are not packed everyday. But somedays when im free, i would just rest and twank my geetar.
School was a really simple in the outside, but complicated in the inside. What i meant was that my class advisor picked both me and shamani as a student to be groomed.
Well, what i mean of groom is not the self grooming on attire wise or so. It is about my academic excelence. She wants us to put the very best in academic so as to get a scholarship or academic achievements. Yes, i know shes trying to help us, but as for me, im not being raise up being pressurised in studies. Well, this will be the time for me to really pull my socks up till my waist.
Well, leading a normal life, with cheerful friends that i've made in my new school. But, still, i miss my secondary school mates who are scattered in different schools around singapore.
Maybe, one day...ONE FINE DAY, we should make up with each other for a class reunion. That would be great.
Working life wise, a responsible task being smacked by me to excel in work. But thank god, some of the staff are going to be trained and put into my shoes. That would help decrease the burden on my shoulders.
Love life, woooo, everyone loves this part.. Yar right. well, being single for more than half a year was a great experience. Well, i decided to move on. Move on and on and on. But sometimes, my life are just plain lonely and silence. I need to fine the right one. Maybe her? well, one step at a time.
Holidays are comming. But the stress starts to haunt me again. Class assesments are coming in few weeks time. Really need to focus on my accountings. Business fundementals are just like social studies or history. Well, i need to do some mind maps. Office skills was an easy fundemental. Well, all the best Farhan.
And for people out there, try to smile. Its getting bored boarding the mrt and seeing you guys with that smuggy looks. Cheer up. But i guess, sometime i didnt realised it, because once i step on board in the train, i would automatically doze off.
yah. thats all. Long entry for today. Updating soon. If theres a need....
turra!
Sunday, May 13, 2007 @ 11:48 PM
Today,work was oritez. nothing much happen. wooh! To all mothers! happy mothers day.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 10:36 PM
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see I beg don't leave me
I stand here alone Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 8:38 PM
The weekends was full of shits. And the 1st day of this week was all a new day ahead. Being chose as a part of choir for the school graduation day was reeally SUCK! But it gives a cca grade of 0.3! What the FUCK! And now, im planning to buy new shoes, which is on friday. Any ideas what to buy? Accountings, Office Skills was okay, BFD, still need to read more.
Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 1:30 AM
Somethimes, i wonder, is it me? Or is it them? I wonder, am i being retributed for all this problems?
Looking back at my Ex's pictures, especially the one that i enggaged into a relationship recently, tears rolling down as memories after memories slapped onto my mind. Reading those blog entries, and so on. I miss her. But who cares about me. I tried not to be naive by thinking, dreaming that i would get back to her.
In other way round, a girl im dating for almost 6 mnths, was drifting far away from me. I wonder why does this have to occur? I am now afraid of being in love. I need love,but afraid to experience them again. My heart keep on bleeding if i am to carry on with relationships.
I realised im just another stop for someone to seek love. Im devastated. I just couldnt think of what to do. I am soo not looking forward to those.
you guys can say whatever to me. Its all mixed up. To james, i hope you understand where i stand now.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @ 9:39 PM
A heavy downpour in the morning, making me drenched while walking towards simei mrt station. At clementi, witnessed 2 accidents in one go. One, right infront of my very own eyes. The other was a scene that i witnessed consisting a car swift passed the traffic barrier and into the drainage system. It was horrific. By then, i abide the traffic rules, knowing that, dange will strike anytime during this rainy season.
in school, It was Syafiqah's 17th birthday. Finally, could see her smile. How sweet. A furious Lion, smiling like a DARLIE advertising poster. HAHA!
Anyway, Happy Birthday To You again Feka! All the best in your life and may god bless you with good things ahead!
Sometimes i wonder, even you care about all this shits...
