Ok, blogging time.

Yesterday went off to work at around 12 plus. Abit Late due to some reason.
Didnt had the time to have my meals.
When i reach at workplace, the sky starts to darken.
And When me and elaine wanted to head to the Carnival, a heavy downpour occured.
Damn, we were only equiped with a petathic broken "POSB" umbrella.

Drenched in the rain, we then reached the carnival.
Transfered HotStuff, Jungle Snubbies and Bear with fruit into admin storeroom.

Elaine went to ops room for some stuff, while me, stuck in the carnival for the whole day.
What i did was,

Paint the metal supports at C2.
Repaint the Yellow Board under the Bulls Eyes.
Paint the Metal Strip at C1.
Dyed THe Hoops Black.
Went to Wild Wild Wet to take something from Mabel for Kak sikin.

The time was then 6 Plus, and i was Damn Hungry.
Did a quick Touch ups on the paint work.
And off to ops room.

By then, its 7 in the evening.
and my stomach turned to be a blender grinding by itself.

And after work, it was around 8, and went to al fresco to eat. I broke my record of eating wanton noodle in just 10 mins. Kak sikin was disturbing elaine none stop.
cool.

Went back home and wanted to chat with her, but i guess, shes too tired.
Im also not feeling well due to exposure of rain.

After Reading Junjie's latest post, i was driven into a world full of crazyness. And now i am laughing like some small-eyed japanese man with a wide lively smile. Ok, im not giving rasist comments. Its just that i want to make imagination go wild...you know."wild"...

Ok stop that.
Well, for the past few days, life was just everchanging. Only that is me whos still not changing. Am i?
Monday, went to Clementi for registration and i was in great dismay. Well, i found out, i was sort off to be in a GIRL'S course? i guess. This is because, all my classmates are GIRLS. Well, with the exception of BK, and eric. The others was just some typical minahs and ahlians. Well, like what people said, dont judge the book by its cover. But its horrifying to know that, this particular "Book" im gonna judge was just a one stop of disgusting fear factor.

Imagine that this "book" was like norbit's wife size. And she sat infront of you, wearing a G-String! Well, if it was yellow, pink or whatever colour you could find, then i should say, she's got personality. But this, the G-String was as if made from KNOTS! Just Twines and knots to make into that garment.

It was soo freaking fugly. Ok, i know people tend to have self esteem or whatever they called it. But purlease, watch your limits. If only that "book" was to queue infront of me during recess, i would go as per normal,

"oh well, DIET!"

If She sits beside me, IM GONNA CRY!

And surprisingly, girls in my course are all Bitchy. Except for few. But for those im gonna mention here are really those type of "tak tahu malu per manusia" Meaning, Shameless hooligans.

Well, after seeing that particular "G-string Book", they still could tell their friends that those G strings are for them only, and they are te only one who will look good with it.

What a bummer! Excuse muah, purlease, you are the same kind as the "book". Only that your Cover-less, and Page-less. You guys should know what i mean yeah. HAHA.

I wonder, who would be the good ones to be friend with. Haiz. What a fortune.

Today was indeed a short day. Woke up and got ready for work in the afternoon.
Learning to do inventory. Well, not that easy nor its that difficult.
It needs others to cooperate by TICKING the right to, at the right box everytime.

Afterwork, celebrated a belated birthday bash for Liyana and Hirman.
They knew nothing about the surprise. Haha!
And hirman kept asking me about what Kak sikin gonna do to him afterwork, and he felt kinda worried.
He insisted that he did some major mistake that made kak sikin wants to talk to him after work.
haha.
Well, Happy Belated 18th/17th birthday!
Pics.

The Birthday girl and boy. Excluding the one on the far left. Extra.

Hirman with his red ranger.

And i was knocked down by a motorcycle while msging her and while listening to mp3.

My GOD. Lucky i did not injured badly, just a minor sprain from my right hip.

Haiz.

Good Night World.

And a special kiss to that girl.

Muacks!

Ive not been blogging for the past 3 days due to fatigue and time constraints.
On friday, almost knock out seeing the standard of the sec 2s squad.
Cant wait to be admitted to CI course. Once i get the rank, there's nomore Mr.Nice Guy.
Right min?

Yesterday, soccer in the early morning. The team improved alot. Especially our gollie. Good Job. Keep on practicing, and you'll be good. Teamwork, communication are improving, except for some.

In the afternoon, met her for work.
Although with 6 manpower for the revenue, we still get our job done.
Good work guys. Today, hopefully we could endure and through the obstacles again.

Music Script Completed.
Genre-Rock
Type-Love
For More info, just Ask me bandmates.


I wish, oneday, we could stroll down the beach, listening to the breeze blowing.
Had a picnic in the sunset.
And having you side by side, gazing at the star in the bright moonlight.

Work today was indeed a great experience.
The stormy weather was just nice to thump my heart out as a bolt of lightning cracks through the sky followed by a loud clap of thunder.
Elaine and me was stuck in the Carnival alone, whining and moaning for help.

To Carnival Runners, the Admission storeroom were cleared and spaces are widen.
So, please, make good use of the store, keep it clean and kick untidyness away. Ok?

Painted some cracks in the carnival.
My hand ws as if made from algae as the paints all smudged into once colour, which is an algaeish green.

After work, went off and TO HELL!
again, sorry, to home.

Some people think they are smart.
But its the other way round.
And i saw a car just now.
Hyundai.
Ok lame. thats so random i guess.


till here.
tomorrow going for npcc.
turra.

I would love to say the 3 letters to you face to face, lips to lips.
When can that be?
Wonders.

Broken heart.
thats all.

One word, PETHATIC.
Yes.
You know why?
The work Day simply ruined just because of one faggot who thinks hes just a big ass wiper fucker.

Here it goes. I was serving customer at skaterball, when this bugger appeared with his daughter. For your info, hes and Ang Moh.
fucker. Yes he is. But bad fucker he was. babi.

ok, here it goes,
He came approaching me, while i was smiling at him.
He handed me his 10 dollars and wanted to play the game.
I told him, "sir, we only accept 2 dollars cash or coupons. You mind buying oour promotion coupon sales which cost only 10 dollars? it consist of 6 coupons."
And this bugger, i think, he got hairy earholes, couldnt hear my conversation, and he goes,
"what?", while nearing his right ear towards my mouth.

I then explained him again, "would you like to buy our 5+1 coupons?"
and he replied with that "english tone voice",
Nah, we just want one game.
So, knowing that afiqah, as a coupon holder, dosnt have any change, i told him that we couldnt change his money.
And this bugger, just burst out, saying," i dont believe you. Lets go ask the person in charge"

And, wat a coincidence, afiqah just got a changed, and she agreeed to change his money.
And this bugger, shouted with no fucking maners at me.
"hes a liar!"
"Yeah, you pretty boy, a liar!"

I just smiled and said to him, "im sorry sir, i didnt know she got it a few moments ago."
and he still could laugh and said he dont believe it.

Mother Fucker.
The minute he told me off like that, My nerves are stiff and was ready to blow in anger.
"you son of'a bitch. If you think im a liar, you think ur so honest? Just because your a foreigner, you think u got a big fuck to fuck me up. Well, you shithead, your dead for sure in your airplane. Shithole/"

I knew if i were to told him off those with my guts open up like a machine gun, i would mostly be welcome to Guest Relation room with a "your fired" letter smacked on my face.

So, i just kept quiet and kept on smiling. Anger still burning.
It later then cooled down when i drank my ice lemon tea.

Not only me was targeted by that shithole. But Sufiyan too.
Nevermind. Retribution is on its way for him.


Afterwork, went to bugis with her, and met up with james and company.
Had supper, and went straight to my crib.

New word,
Clownley. A word formed by 2 different words. That is, Clownfish+Trolley.
Credits to kak su herself.

Your voice kept ringing in my mind.
Thinking of you every moment of my life.
Love you alot.
Miss you badly.

Its been a long weekday this week.
Im sure, for those who work in etp kept whining about work for the past few days.
Well, all my energy were drained out.
Get to meet her every day this week.
Which somehow brighten up my day.
Work has been a big blow of a punch in the brain and on the back.
Being a runner was fun, yet tiring.
But still, my collegues are the best.

Kak su are leaving us for her pregnancy leave.
What issit called? mertinity leave huh?
damn, gonna miss her.
Shes been my close "mother"..
ahaa.
Right kak su?
mrs freeze.

Well, been busy this few days.
Im looking forward to this saturday.
That is if she really wants to go out with me.

Hope she recover soon.

My energy has drained out.
new words unleashed,
Applepie= pineapple.
Credit to elaine.
Brue Brack.
Blue black.

bro just came back from cina.

let me recap what happened on saturday.
OFF day for work.
so, went to help out for preparation of sec 1 camp back in sec school.
The set ups was 3 fire balls gowing down towards the 3 pits.
The whole day was superbably hot day!
You could actually feel your skin dried up and was like crispy.
The whole campfire was a success.
Overnight i school and the next day, rushed back home, and went to work.
Work was orite. No problem.

Slacked with the ussual people and went straight to hell.
i mean, home.

the next day, which is today,i mean monday,went off to work with giddy status.
vomited in the toilet once i reach etp.
Did some display. and went to the doctor.
thats all i could recap.


I miss you soo badly.
Hugging you was all i ever wanted when i meet you.

today was just another day with full of surprises.
well, in the afternoon, ride my bike to james house.
Watch movies.
Later on, we then gone separate ways. James and bk went off togather, while i went to meet with other riders.

Ride alone till late in the afternoon. Bailed alot of times.
Recapped tricks with Fad.
And went to meet james and company for dinner.
Slacked with samuel and went home.
Otw home, met with Huizhuang and gang.
Slack with them. Talked crap.
And went home.

Here i am.
Boring uh?
so am i.
Whatever.
Fuck work,
Fuck Joy.
Fuck Happiness.
Fuck you.

thats all.
good night hell.

Cant it be atleast a sweet pleasant Surprise?
GOt into the school that i dont even mean to go to.
Last minute apealing for other schools.

Its tiring.
What to do, who ask you not to study farhan.
Serve you right.
Now go and die lar bro...


Im just another stop for you to give love at.
Im just a passer by.
I aint anything to you.

Nevermind.
Slowly.


Fuck off world.
Go and die.
Enough of it lar.

Dead.
I think i wanna ride this wednesday.
over and out.

Dear blog,

Theres been ups and downs lately.
I couldnt get myself back togather that easily.
All i could do is just smile, and try to act as if nothing happen.
Nothing change.
But indeed, behind that smile,
there's full of sorrows.

I would like, once in a time, to sit by the seashore,
with those breeze blowing through me,
thinking of the past.
Thinking of what am i suppose to do.
Should i carry on, or just solve things up.


Eventhough i might be lieing to myself on certain part of my life,
I think, its better for me to just move on my own way.


To be my oldself back? Or just be the new person?
Im confused.
Sometime, i just forget everything, forget me, forget her, forget what is my purpose.

Yes, i admit, i cried sometimes.
During break time at work.
During sleep.

Call me emotional.
But i just couldnt bare what had happened to me lately.
Destroying myself?
Or improving myself?

Those 2 Words are like my angels and devils.
But im not sure which is which.

I am not sure about me.
About my feelings.
About my life.

Seeng others happy, was what i wanted.
But am i happy as they were?
Sympathy is not my priority nowadays.
Attention seeking by blogging this out are also not in my list.

But im sure, after typing these,
Hope i could feel much better.

I just dont want anyone to step into my era of darkness and loneliness.
Its just not right.
I dont want to be a burden to others.
Neither i do want myself to carry the burdens that is piling up on my head.

School.
Cca.
work.
Family.
Financial.
Life.
And Her.
are just some of the categories that fit perfectly in my problem solving questions in my mind.

I shall continue some other day.

On the other note, Today slept for only 3 hours or so.
Reason being, at 4 in the morning, went off to send my bro for his china trip.
Went back home, and slept for 2 hrs.
ANd woke up in the morning, for soccer training.
Went back home, slept for an hour.
And went off to work.

Did not eat as i dont have the appitite.
She brightens up my day whenever we contact with each other.
And here i am, tired but cant get myself to sleep.

Had Jamming session with the guys.
So far, we improve slightly, though, more practice need to be done.
After that, we went to marina square for The RSAF Career Expedition.
I was expecting it to be a big boom. But it only conquered a small portion of marina square.
Which is mainly, at the center.

But then, we got something atleast! Souveniors! woohoo!
I picked the lazer light, while Bk picked a Note Book.
Well, we then had our lunch Cum dinner at the foodcourt.
And headed to Orchard.
Walk around for quite sometime, and took bus home.


Ive been missing you since forever.
Please dont be upset about the things happening to you lately.
I'll be there to support you my dear.

Today was rather a boaring day for me to stay at home and do nothing.
Well, actually i did something indeed. That is just practice the songs that my band played.
Composing songs and just getting the right rythme for a kick start.
So, to BTTD,
Heres the song list for this Saturday's jamming session.
Wake Me Up.
Memory.
Stand By Me.
Sugar Were Going Down.
Make Damn Sure.
Shaking.
And Lastly, Face Down.

All this while, Im leaving in loneliness.
Yes, you moved on. And im happy that you maybe finding the right guy than having me, as an asshole.
Wish you all the best my Ex.
Good Night.