Finally, im back online.
Miss you all my friends.
Its been a month or so since i chat with you all.
Hope to catch up with you all yeah.

I miss my lovely sweetie pie.
PS: Eventhough our histories in your past blog have been hacked,
Dont worry, im here to remember the past ok. Love you alot dear.


Prom night is tmr.
I cant wait to see everyone.

Listen up, SYNYSTER GATES IS ON FOR TOMORROW!
But sorry, no tatoos. Haha.

It seems quite an interesting month this year's November.
Soo Many thing piling up on my head.
Soo many things happening without me knowing it.
Soo many Errors to Recover.
Soo many kisses i miss.
Soo many time i left out.


I wonder is there any more that you could smack on me?
Hope so. My armours are hardening.
I can take it. Dont worry.

What a week.
Monday was just cool.
I spilled pepsi in KFC.
Just cool.
That one of the "so many Things" happening on that day.

I Am missing her.
I miss her hug.
I miss her kiss.
I miss her smile.
I miss her Glimmering Eyes.

Dear please take good care of yourself.



And good Luck for this friday okay?
Must do your very best kay?
remember dar dar here with you going through this part of life.

Muah Love you.


On the other hand, im waiting patiently for that person to call me regarding the job.
Hope i get it.
And if i get it, i will put my heart and soul into it.

Finally Major Paper For O lvls are over!
Wooh.
Went back home.
Raining
Was scolded by her.
Went for gym.
Went home.


Roses are red.
Violets are blue.
I saw your,
Pikaboo!


haha lame!


ok tata. thats all
miss her

Its Been a week since i Update my Blog.
My blogskin looks kinda dusty.
Spiderwebs hangng around my tagboard.
Even my typewriter are now in a rusty state.

All i could do is just wait.
Hope that i could go with you.


And with all the misses and the hatred,
I love you mr big time.
You made my day.

In the morning,
went out, thinking that there is SS consultation programme held in school.
In the end, it was cancel.
So, me, farhan,james and vin went to far east plaza.
Farhan bought his patch thingy and vincent bought his studed belt.
I bought something for me and her.

Soon, we went to paragon, and then wanted to head to summersat MRT station when we were halt by these gang of people.
They wanted us to do a survuey on Orange juice.
With Free gifts!
so, we went.
The survey was like wth.
We drank 3 different type of unknown orang juice.
And was expected to tell them how it taste like and etc.

Soon after we finished, farhan went home.
We went to marina square to play pool.
Went back tamp to meet her.
Send her to ecp.
She reached there, the party is over.
So have to walked back to some unknown bus station.
Went back home by bus and reached home at 12.


To dearest.
Hope you really like the thing.
I cant afford to buy anything else.
So i think that gift is a memoriable one.
Make sure wear it ah.
haha!
Love you alot.
<3 Hans.

Today started with a sourish morning.
Im abit moody.
But after that, im ok.

Went to study with Farhan I at lib.
Then went off, looking for NFS most wanted PC game.
But Damned! 60 bucks!
i got 30 bucks.
Nvm.

we Ate mini pot noodle.
Farhan I was attracted to it.
Haha. I am great in influencing.

After that, strolled around the mall and met with her.
she handed me over the things.
and we walked her back home.
Silent.
Yeah. Silent.

Cold.
Yeh cold.

Intense.

after that,
went home.

to her:
Thanks for the gifts.
Hanshiro got something to play already.
Thanx for those writings.
I now fully understand.
But please, try understand my tone of speaking and msging.
Cos you always misunderstood those.

ok love you.
Happy 6th mnth anni.

I dont know why i feel this way all along.
Im too hardened.
I could feel my heart pumping.
But every pump hearts.
Seriously.
My heart felt heavy.
Why?

Issit im stress?
Im too numb?

Sorry for throwing tentrums on some of you guys.
Sorry Ariff for scolding you just now.
Sorry for not entertaining you guys.
I had a major mood swings.
Please go away from me.
I aint your friend now.

Let me have some time.
im confused.
Im paranoid.
But im not sure..about what.
Hais....

Monday-
Malay paper one was a big "OK" for me.
Paper two, for the 1st time in my life, the "bina ayat" part was senang than ever!
Hope i could pull up those marks to get a b3 or a2
Insya'allah.

Tuesday-
Went to penin to buy some stuff.
I realised i dont have my IC with me.
Called bro and asked him to check my school trousers at home and my room.
Couldnt find it.
Went back home, still checked again.
Didnt find it.

Fetched her home.
She sprained her leg.

Wednesday-
Woke up at 8.
Washed up and went to school to check the class i sat in for exam two days ago.
To my surprised, the IC was there. On the table.
Thank GOD.

Saw Matin on the way out of school.
Stupid guy, pranked call his friend, and the father found out and complaint to the school.
Now, 10 days DC.
Cool.

Thats all i got to say.
Cant wait for tmr's outing.
Hope everyone turn up.


I numbed too much.
I dont wanna waste it all again.
From now on, I ration everything i had in my heart, mind and soul.